mad1
ONE love, blood, life
(ok, ok, not a whooooole lot)
....but, for for fuck sake this is driving me crazy, please I really really need to get this off my chest before I combust although by the time you've finished reading this you'll think Im wacky, crazy, a little fucked-up that I could be like this and will prob just say 'Its just a car'
ARGH! Ok ye all cast back to about a year ago, I was waiting for my new baby to come, and when she did, yes, I was so over the moon........esp the night before.......I was restless (as you are!).....and just said 'shes mine! shes ALL mine!', when I picked her up.........(you know how it is, you always see your car different to others, you're convinced she looks brilliant, right?)
anyhow...........yea for 2 weeks before her first wash I was out 'showin off' - you know how it is! , pure matt black clean car..............
now a year later Im already half hatin her! Why? you will not believe this but her bodywork............black...........shes black - with the low sun at the minute I see loads of those 'circular wash scratches' (which I understand you cant help), but I also may have accenturated these with the use of a sponge on two occassions!!!!!! I was noticing some marks on my car waaaaay earlier this year and expert-in-cars guy in work suggested using a sponge to work at getting these marks off. and now I really really really wish I never listened to him.................plus I cant polish my car well.....
Ugh................and the guy workin cross way from me has his modifed a bit, and Id love to sneak over and check out his masculine b*aaaaaaat*shh*.............and see if shes like - NOT perfect.
his masculine baby, and my dirty babe........oh what a pair to be dancing in the middle of the night eye-to-eye in a car-park..
also I get a weeeee bit jealous everytime I see his....hes a lad, no matter what age he is he can always modify a car and get away with it.....whereas in 2 years I will be hitting 30 when handing this one back.
I know this will seem very very bad and very very naughty of me to be tinkin like this to some of you, and its really about my lifestyle, busier lifestyle you dont think like this.........but for some bloomin reason Im like one of these '2 Fast 2 Furious' lovers with the blood boiling high adrenalin under my skin, who cant help but want to keep car lookin good at times..and desperate to go car-bashing.
this really only bugs me when Im gettin in/outta my car and washing her.............its not a 24/7 thing.....(just so as you know)..........LOL, its not something I put before important family things......its just always drilled into the back of my head and sits there, stressing me out when I think about it........
I wish I knew a way to deal with it.............
Im such a saddo...... a wimp, I feel a spoit brat talkin about it......I should be thankful I can drive and have a car................
but i stress now......its NOT as important to me as some of you may think.......i seem to have a fussiness over it..........
I love black, but its a curse to me.
I hope you all understand.........
....but, for for fuck sake this is driving me crazy, please I really really need to get this off my chest before I combust although by the time you've finished reading this you'll think Im wacky, crazy, a little fucked-up that I could be like this and will prob just say 'Its just a car'
ARGH! Ok ye all cast back to about a year ago, I was waiting for my new baby to come, and when she did, yes, I was so over the moon........esp the night before.......I was restless (as you are!).....and just said 'shes mine! shes ALL mine!', when I picked her up.........(you know how it is, you always see your car different to others, you're convinced she looks brilliant, right?)
anyhow...........yea for 2 weeks before her first wash I was out 'showin off' - you know how it is! , pure matt black clean car..............
now a year later Im already half hatin her! Why? you will not believe this but her bodywork............black...........shes black - with the low sun at the minute I see loads of those 'circular wash scratches' (which I understand you cant help), but I also may have accenturated these with the use of a sponge on two occassions!!!!!! I was noticing some marks on my car waaaaay earlier this year and expert-in-cars guy in work suggested using a sponge to work at getting these marks off. and now I really really really wish I never listened to him.................plus I cant polish my car well.....
Ugh................and the guy workin cross way from me has his modifed a bit, and Id love to sneak over and check out his masculine b*aaaaaaat*shh*.............and see if shes like - NOT perfect.
his masculine baby, and my dirty babe........oh what a pair to be dancing in the middle of the night eye-to-eye in a car-park..
also I get a weeeee bit jealous everytime I see his....hes a lad, no matter what age he is he can always modify a car and get away with it.....whereas in 2 years I will be hitting 30 when handing this one back.
I know this will seem very very bad and very very naughty of me to be tinkin like this to some of you, and its really about my lifestyle, busier lifestyle you dont think like this.........but for some bloomin reason Im like one of these '2 Fast 2 Furious' lovers with the blood boiling high adrenalin under my skin, who cant help but want to keep car lookin good at times..and desperate to go car-bashing.
this really only bugs me when Im gettin in/outta my car and washing her.............its not a 24/7 thing.....(just so as you know)..........LOL, its not something I put before important family things......its just always drilled into the back of my head and sits there, stressing me out when I think about it........
I wish I knew a way to deal with it.............
Im such a saddo...... a wimp, I feel a spoit brat talkin about it......I should be thankful I can drive and have a car................
but i stress now......its NOT as important to me as some of you may think.......i seem to have a fussiness over it..........
I love black, but its a curse to me.
I hope you all understand.........