love_u2_adam
Blue Crack Addict
Well my best friend is a guy. We use to love each other, but then we grew apart this last month and a half. Yesterday was the first time we'd been together in a really long time. And i have my feelings for him once again but he says im to needy and immature. Like i can only be as mature as i am given im only 16....i don't get him sometimes, he does treat me bad a lot and i treat him bad a lot. but i mean i care about him so much but hes acting like i mean nothing. We got into this huge fight last week and it made me so sick i ended up in the hospital, he called me angry at me. When i went to Ottawa for 4 days he missed me so much when i got home he got my flowers and took me out. I miss that, maybe he doesn't want me cause im around but if i left for 2 week I'd love to know what would happen because that's what im doing. I'm leaving up north for maybe 2 weeks. Just thinking about this makes me really sad. I know he does care but is to man to show me because i did hurt him so he's put on a face but i don't know i'd love some advice on it.