Sweet Tart
Refugee
i'm having a real ugly day today. actually to be honest it's been an ugly week.
i recently got a digital camera so i've been fooling around with it trying to figure out how it works so i've been taking pics of everything including some of myself and my bf. well needless to say they weren't pretty. i look at them and think "damn do i really look that bad?" and the answer i keep coming up with is a resounding yes.
i never thought that the way i perceived my looks was different from what other people saw. but looking at pics of me i'm starting to think thats true. i look at pics of myself with friends and family and i can't believe i look like that....look that bad.
i can't seriously ask someone if i'm overexagerating cause i know they won't tell me the truth. who's going to honestly tell you that you aren't attractive.
i have never previously thought that i was ugly but now i can't seem to find one nice thing about my appearance. it's really starting to get to me. i don't know how to get out of this mindset.
i recently got a digital camera so i've been fooling around with it trying to figure out how it works so i've been taking pics of everything including some of myself and my bf. well needless to say they weren't pretty. i look at them and think "damn do i really look that bad?" and the answer i keep coming up with is a resounding yes.
i never thought that the way i perceived my looks was different from what other people saw. but looking at pics of me i'm starting to think thats true. i look at pics of myself with friends and family and i can't believe i look like that....look that bad.
i can't seriously ask someone if i'm overexagerating cause i know they won't tell me the truth. who's going to honestly tell you that you aren't attractive.
i have never previously thought that i was ugly but now i can't seem to find one nice thing about my appearance. it's really starting to get to me. i don't know how to get out of this mindset.