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in february 2005, im going to be losing my spousal support so that means i wont be able to pay my rent in full where i live, and my job that i have is part time. there's no way i'll be able to afford it.
then i was paying daycare expenses a while back for someone watching daisy. i honestly dont know how i managed to pay $150 a months the first four months. when my grandmother found out how much i was paying, she offered to watch daisy for free. only thing is, she lives in long beach. i thought about it, and i've decided to go ahead with my move to find someplace close to my grandmother. im supposed to be moving there so she can watch my daughter while i work. i like the idea of free daycare, and all, but at the same time, im afraid of change. i dont want to live in a new city, have daisy go to a new school, she's already going thru some rough adjustments, throwing fits everytime i have to work. her behavior is shit lately, not wanting to do anything i tell her, just doing it out of spite. i understand she's acting out because of the changes, but i can only take so much. i want to cry.
then i was paying daycare expenses a while back for someone watching daisy. i honestly dont know how i managed to pay $150 a months the first four months. when my grandmother found out how much i was paying, she offered to watch daisy for free. only thing is, she lives in long beach. i thought about it, and i've decided to go ahead with my move to find someplace close to my grandmother. im supposed to be moving there so she can watch my daughter while i work. i like the idea of free daycare, and all, but at the same time, im afraid of change. i dont want to live in a new city, have daisy go to a new school, she's already going thru some rough adjustments, throwing fits everytime i have to work. her behavior is shit lately, not wanting to do anything i tell her, just doing it out of spite. i understand she's acting out because of the changes, but i can only take so much. i want to cry.