gman
New Yorker
I have just spent my 6th xmas in a row totally on my own. I cant help but think noboday gives a shit about me.
EVERYONE knows i am on my own on xmas day, yet no family or so called freinds ask me round for xmas day.
My ex never offers to take my kids over to spend a few hours with me on xmas day and i cant go there coz of her boyfriend.
Not ONE of the so called mates i mentioned earlier even had the time to text me a xmas message.
The thing is...when the boot is on the other foot, and one of my freinds was facing xmas on his own, I made him come to spend the day with me (and at the time, my family) rather than face being on his own.
Result is, i become all over analytical, and cant help but come to the conclusion that nobody gives a shit about me really, as everyone in my life seems to be ignorant bastards. Do you think that is an unresonable appraisal of the situation?
EVERYONE knows i am on my own on xmas day, yet no family or so called freinds ask me round for xmas day.
My ex never offers to take my kids over to spend a few hours with me on xmas day and i cant go there coz of her boyfriend.
Not ONE of the so called mates i mentioned earlier even had the time to text me a xmas message.
The thing is...when the boot is on the other foot, and one of my freinds was facing xmas on his own, I made him come to spend the day with me (and at the time, my family) rather than face being on his own.
Result is, i become all over analytical, and cant help but come to the conclusion that nobody gives a shit about me really, as everyone in my life seems to be ignorant bastards. Do you think that is an unresonable appraisal of the situation?