FitzChivalry
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I guess I just need to vent a little.
I don't want to get into all the details, but I messed up big time at work and it's all come to a head this week. And now I'm in really hot water and I'm scrambling to try to make things right, but I might not be able to.
And I just feel so bad. If I'd only known a few months ago what I know now, I would've done things so much differently.
And my biggest thing is, I don't want to be a disappointment. To my Mom, to my sister, to my best friends. Everyone looks at me a certain way, and I don't want to let them down. I don't want them to see me as the screw-up that I am.
I've barely eaten anything the last 2 days. I've been throwing up in the morning from stress. I try to distract myself when I'm at home, but that only works temporarily.
Ugh! I can't believe I screwed up like this.
I guess I'm just really scared now and . . . . I don't know . . . I guess I just felt like telling someone I'm really scared.
I don't want to get into all the details, but I messed up big time at work and it's all come to a head this week. And now I'm in really hot water and I'm scrambling to try to make things right, but I might not be able to.
And I just feel so bad. If I'd only known a few months ago what I know now, I would've done things so much differently.
And my biggest thing is, I don't want to be a disappointment. To my Mom, to my sister, to my best friends. Everyone looks at me a certain way, and I don't want to let them down. I don't want them to see me as the screw-up that I am.
I've barely eaten anything the last 2 days. I've been throwing up in the morning from stress. I try to distract myself when I'm at home, but that only works temporarily.
Ugh! I can't believe I screwed up like this.
I guess I'm just really scared now and . . . . I don't know . . . I guess I just felt like telling someone I'm really scared.