I've lately begun to realize I've had quite enough of pretending to be a 'good girl' - you know, never do anything that others might consider wrong, and all that crapola. There's a definite feeling of suffocation happening as I head for 30 that I'm really, really dying to be rid of. I'd like to change my whole image, and all that. Thing is, actually doing it is another thing altogether. I would say I'm a bit anxious about it.