I hate buggin' you guys but it is good to come to a bunch of people who I know but don't know personally (so they won't spread it around to the people I REALLY 'know' ) I would really appreciate any feedback on this.
As most of you know, I lost my mom last year. The year before, she had fallen and broken her leg and hip and had to have metal rods and screws implanted. Though I lived 2 hours away, I was there several nights a week, even getting up before dawn to do the dishes and rush my kids back to school on time. I helped her on and off the potty, dumped and cleaned the potty, and did a lot of other tasks that were unpleasant. This was very hard on me and I recieved no thanks from anyone, as a matter of fact, my brother and his wife who lived right in town from her are accusing me of doing nothing so they can justify keeping all her money themselves (there is a lot of underhanded stuff going on since there was no will but that's another story)
So that's the background, now the new problem I'm asking about is this: my husband's mother is due for hip replacement surgery next month. She has plenty of money and excellent insurance, and can well afford the best of care, but refuses to go to inpatient therapy for 2 weeks. (My mother did too, and some said later the fact that she didn't weakened her. I have told my mother in law this and she gets mad and says I don't want to help!) So here's my problem: she has openly asked me to come and be her helper, potty, unpleasant tasks and all, so she won't have to go to the impatient therapy. The doctor has also offered to send a home nurse to her house but she refuses since it will be a problem with her security system. So she's putting all this care off on me and seeming put out I am not anxious! Well, after the experience with my own mom, I know how hard it is, and it's no wonder those home health nurses get $100 per hour, they deserve more! Also, consider I live over 1 hour from her through heavy traffic, have 2 kids in school plus another, plus my husband and the cats, and we are in the middle of trying to buy a new house which is taking up all my time (since my husband doesn't deal with such things) BTW, we are struggling to pay for a down payment or find a loan that doesn't require one since we have no available cash (I guess it's beside the point that my mother in law is sitting on over $200,000 and my brother is hogging my mom's $40,000 and all we need is like $3,000 ) So what I mean is, I don't want to hurt her feelings, but I do not feel I am in the best position to do this. Also, I know how difficult it is, and how it's easy to become the brunt of the pain and frustration the older person feels (as happened before) So am I a rotten person for not wanting to do this? Even if she doesn't want to go to inpatient therapy, I honestly believe it's the best thing for her, even if I weren't being asked, and remember she can well afford it. What do you think?
As most of you know, I lost my mom last year. The year before, she had fallen and broken her leg and hip and had to have metal rods and screws implanted. Though I lived 2 hours away, I was there several nights a week, even getting up before dawn to do the dishes and rush my kids back to school on time. I helped her on and off the potty, dumped and cleaned the potty, and did a lot of other tasks that were unpleasant. This was very hard on me and I recieved no thanks from anyone, as a matter of fact, my brother and his wife who lived right in town from her are accusing me of doing nothing so they can justify keeping all her money themselves (there is a lot of underhanded stuff going on since there was no will but that's another story)
So that's the background, now the new problem I'm asking about is this: my husband's mother is due for hip replacement surgery next month. She has plenty of money and excellent insurance, and can well afford the best of care, but refuses to go to inpatient therapy for 2 weeks. (My mother did too, and some said later the fact that she didn't weakened her. I have told my mother in law this and she gets mad and says I don't want to help!) So here's my problem: she has openly asked me to come and be her helper, potty, unpleasant tasks and all, so she won't have to go to the impatient therapy. The doctor has also offered to send a home nurse to her house but she refuses since it will be a problem with her security system. So she's putting all this care off on me and seeming put out I am not anxious! Well, after the experience with my own mom, I know how hard it is, and it's no wonder those home health nurses get $100 per hour, they deserve more! Also, consider I live over 1 hour from her through heavy traffic, have 2 kids in school plus another, plus my husband and the cats, and we are in the middle of trying to buy a new house which is taking up all my time (since my husband doesn't deal with such things) BTW, we are struggling to pay for a down payment or find a loan that doesn't require one since we have no available cash (I guess it's beside the point that my mother in law is sitting on over $200,000 and my brother is hogging my mom's $40,000 and all we need is like $3,000 ) So what I mean is, I don't want to hurt her feelings, but I do not feel I am in the best position to do this. Also, I know how difficult it is, and how it's easy to become the brunt of the pain and frustration the older person feels (as happened before) So am I a rotten person for not wanting to do this? Even if she doesn't want to go to inpatient therapy, I honestly believe it's the best thing for her, even if I weren't being asked, and remember she can well afford it. What do you think?