MissZooropa
Refugee
This is my first confession and I feel very, very bad about this.
Yesterday when I went off work at midnight I was by the machine to get some money to get myself home by the tram. While I'm standing there this drunk, homeless man comes up to me and he sees that I get "scared" and says he won't do anything, just ask me for money to a cup of th? at the McDonalds across the street. I got my money and just said that I was in a hurry (which I was, to not miss the last tram) and left him there and quickly walked away.
Right after that I felt so ashamed, all he asked for was a dollar for a cup of th?, I could have bought it for him (I rather do that then just give money that probably won't be used for what they said anyway).
Always when someone comes up to me asking like this I ge "scared" and very hostile and I hate myself for it and always regret it afterwards. I have enough money for a cup of th? to both of us, and his friends if so, and still I act like this. *grrr*
Not a sleezy confession but....
Yesterday when I went off work at midnight I was by the machine to get some money to get myself home by the tram. While I'm standing there this drunk, homeless man comes up to me and he sees that I get "scared" and says he won't do anything, just ask me for money to a cup of th? at the McDonalds across the street. I got my money and just said that I was in a hurry (which I was, to not miss the last tram) and left him there and quickly walked away.
Right after that I felt so ashamed, all he asked for was a dollar for a cup of th?, I could have bought it for him (I rather do that then just give money that probably won't be used for what they said anyway).
Always when someone comes up to me asking like this I ge "scared" and very hostile and I hate myself for it and always regret it afterwards. I have enough money for a cup of th? to both of us, and his friends if so, and still I act like this. *grrr*
Not a sleezy confession but....