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theSoulfulMofo

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I hate myself for all my social anxiety and social awkwardness. It's like I'm totally self-conscious. Most of the time I'm like this: :crack: And I have no awareness or mental alertness as to what's going on around me... not until a long time later, I realize I just made someone around me in public uncomfortable or uneasy, and I :banghead: :banghead: :banghead: I can't help but to think people around me are saying "Hey, look at that guy, that guy's :coocoo: :coocoo: "

I beat myself over and over like this everyday.
 
Yup I know what you mean. I have alertness and all but I'm unaware of how my attitude affects people. I always get comments like: "Gawd, you didn't have to be so mean" or "You didn't have to look at me that way.":crack: I am totally unaware of my facial expressions and how I say things. Sometimes people get mad at me for just telling them the truth (of course if they ask me) But I don't understand what it is I say or do that makes them think "WoW, what a bitch!" :confused:
I've gotten self conscience about what people think about me because if anything I don't what them to think bad about me or think that I'm stuck up or something. Some say it's because I'm an Aries :macdevil: (which is hardly the case) while others say that I just have issues!
 
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